haiss. yesterday was training. feeling down all day. haha. results terrible. i failed my english. and was the second last in class just because i failed english... went for training. went for charity draw tickets. both knee veri pain. somehow, the residents near regent are quite stingy. mayb because of our sch reputation. after training, me and joc and cheryl and adeline and evia were sitting down there at the canteen. then i went to meet mrs ng at the car pouch there . shown her my report book. then in the end, haiss. i saw the sadness in her eyes. this was the very first time she looked very upset with me over this. one moment, we sat down there not talking. i really don't know what to say. i let her down.i knew she's dissappointed in me, her eyes tells me so. never had i see her eyes like that before. i told her b4, perhaps my common test marks could pull me up. that time she could still smile and laugh with me although my results were bad. yesterday she did smile, but a disappointed one thou. there is so much to do now. but one thing i m sure is she hasn't lost hope. she stil cares alot as she do always. i really let her down this time. this june holiday won't be a enjoyable one. hope things will be better. going to do my lesson presetnation final edit, then put buttons on uniform, iron uniform, do reflections, bath, pack bag, meet jamues. xD
thank u for that .
