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Monday, September 29, 2008
0 commented | love me for who i am. / 3:15 PM


Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you’ll never know me
Every day, is as if I play a part
Now I see If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I can not fool my heart


Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
'I am now
In a world where I have to
Hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehowI will show the world
What’s inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don’t know?
Must I pretend that i’m
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection showWho I am inside?

There’s a heart that must
Be free to fly
That burns with a need
To know the reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret meI’m forced to hide?
I won’t pretend that i’mSomeone elseFor all time
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?

reply of tags: wen: haha. ya .
mic: haha. i love u la. kana forced one. hahaha.



Saturday, September 27, 2008
0 commented | Crowded. Too Crowded. / 11:34 AM


Don't get me started
It's getting kinda crowded in here
Back up off me, im feeling like i'm suffocated
Now here's my problem
I'm not gonna be your pawn on the side
Forget about it
U know damn well it wouldn't be right.
Right?

I know what's going on
And i wont be second to none.
: )

心像飘落的枯叶踩在地上都会碎

我说我爱着你但你却又假装你没听见

我像个隐形人逗你开心逗你笑

但你总是看不见

难道要很多考验还要很多抱歉

才能够证明我会爱你到永远

寻寻觅觅我们还是又回到了原点.



Friday, September 26, 2008
0 commented | old pics / 9:17 PM


all these pics are from my taiwan trip last year. there are alot of pics but i will jus allow a few. was looking at the pics then feel veri sian jiu upload it. haha.










haha. the sun was too bright.
pick strawberry (:







bingo game we played on the bus and i won : D



waiting for hello kitty ferris wheel ride. haha.



Thursday, September 25, 2008
0 commented | : D / 9:02 PM


Your eyes,they tell me how much you care.

Since youve gone I been lost without a trace
I dream at night, can only see your face
I look around but its you I cant replace.

reply of tags:

syl: hahaha ya lor. sad right. hehe ;-)
mic: haha. what, try cannot meh. haha.
wen: u bias la. hahaha. :-p



Wednesday, September 24, 2008
0 commented | I UPDATED. xD / 1:27 PM


here to blog.
on monday, i gt cca. K.E. haha. aloy & kenrick bought hamsters for K.E. super cute. haha. But i personally dont dare to touch hamsters. hahaha. Then before cca, i went to pei mic eat lunch. haha. we went to bukit batok westmall subway to eat. and when i was ordering, the stuff there said there's no lettuce. I said how long will it take as i can wait but then the guy replied saying : i dont know what time d lettuce will come. hahaha! First time i eat subway w/o lettuce. As mic only have 1 hr lunch time, after that she went off le. So i went to np earlier. my cca starts at 6:15pm but i was in school at 3pm alreadi. So i was really bored. luckily there was my laptop w me. : D Ydae which was tuesday, i went to school then went to gym w syl while waiting for ruth.

going to sch : D I look like i going play soccer. hahaha.

Gym was great altho i think we are abit slack. hahaha. then after that we were playing in the toliet of the gym. hahaha. soccer with the gym ball. hahaha. how lame can we get. hahaha :p after we changed, we went to cateen 2 to buy fruit juices. syl bought strawberry juice while i bought papaya milk. it was not veri nice. i drank only half cup. hahaha!

Then afterwhich when ruth ends, we went to town. To see if got jobs nt. hehe. then after that we went to hv gelare : D gelare tuesday special offer. well, three of us couldnt finsh the waffles at all. ruth and syl ate d most, while i ate the least. hahaha. So walk walk, then sly and i were hungry so we decided to buy shillin mee sua : D haha. i ordered oyster mee sua w/o oyster : 0 And i think the guy frying the chicken was laughing at me. zzz. So yep, we jus walked around lor. ruth & sly were both on a shopping spree ydae. haha : D pictures below.

the very cool specs we found in one of d shops. haha. very big right? and its on sales. : D
my rum & raisin waffle w maple syrup and cream. haha. i prefer hagen dazes rum & raisin thou.
syl's
ruth's
lastly , last picture of d dae, ruth w her waffle. hahaha!
So, today i am stuck at hm. hahaha. i went to yewtee to buy mac jus nw : D yum yum : D
hehehe.
bye (:




Sunday, September 21, 2008
0 commented | 怎么忽然就成了这样 / 9:39 PM


怎么忽然就成了这样
只在出生时哭过一场
我越慌张却越灿烂
倒退着跑到了前方

怎么忽然就成了这样
该下雨的时候出起了太阳
老天爷放弃各自的翅膀
那我就安心地说谎

怎么忽然就成了这样
被上天冲到了天上
怎么忽然就成了这样
把几辈子的幸运都全部花光

爱就爱散就散
不能忘情丝绵绵
老天对你的好啊
全都用在我的身上
对也对错也错
你装的和他们一样
你躲在世界的外面
愉快的张望爱就

爱散就散
只是多了一点点留恋
给我找一个理由
让昨天回一回头
对也对错也错
你装的和他们一样
你躲在世界的外面

我等你一直到天亮.

nice song from the channel U 7:30pm show every week end. lu ding ji (:
sad song thou. haha.

haiz.

reply of tags:

mic: yes? haha
cun fang: get from me on9 (:



Friday, September 19, 2008
0 commented | true colours / 10:35 PM


i realised something when i was thinking about alot of tings jus nw.

i have finally seen ur true colours

its not too late thou



Wednesday, September 17, 2008
0 commented | when you love someone / 2:10 PM


When you love someone
You'll do anything
Youll do all the crazy things that you cant explain
Youll shoot the moon - put out the sun

When you love someone
Youll deny the truth - believe a lie
There'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly
But your lonely nights - have just begun

When you love someone - youll feel it deep inside
And nothin else can ever change your mind
When you love someone - youll sacrifice
You'd give it everything you got and you wont think twice
You'd risk it all - no matter what may come

How True. haha. Ydae went PS with ruth, flo and syl after my CCA. Had a great deal of fun with this 3 lovely gals (: haha.

I m starting to reflect and think back about the past and i realised alot of things. But i can't really put it in words, i mean i can't express out in words.




Random
i miss everything we had.
have we lost it all ? or not?
its my fault and my choice.

i would nvr let u go , i 'd do aniting jus to have u bck again.

disclaimer: its jus sumting random.

Bye




Monday, September 15, 2008
0 commented | random / 1:14 AM


First, when there's nothing but a slow glowing dream
That my fear seems to hide deep inside my mind
All alone I have cried silent tears full of pride
In a world made of steel, made of stone
Well I hear the music, close my eyes, feel the rhythm
Wrap around, take a hold of my heart.


I have been getting really lazy to blog. Oh, i mean, i have alreadi gotten use to not blogging le.
No, i m not really busy. Just very lazy to. Many events & things have been happening to me all the time but i m just really lazy to blog it out.

Just recently, went out for suki outing xD It was fun, but very full. So in the end, we walked from cathay cinelesure to raffles city. haha. damm tiring. and it have also burnt a hole in my pocket too. hahaha.

i m lazy to blog about other things alreadi. so i m going off. haha.

Something always bring me back to you, it never take too long.


i miss her so much : (



Wednesday, September 10, 2008
0 commented | / 10:23 AM


The TAURUS April 20 - May 20 Patient, Reliable, Warmhearted, Loving, Persistent, Determined, Placid and Security Loving Jealous, Possessive, Resentful, Inflexible, Self-Indulgent and Greedy Taureans love pleasure and material gain. For them the outcome is all that matters, and it only matters if they have gained. They are physically sensual and tender, and love to bask in excess. Their ultimate pursuit is "the good life" in every sense of the phrase.Like the bull that represents them, Taureans are often seen as stubborn. However, what some see as stubbornness is actually the Taurean's will to stay their chosen course to reach their goals. Bulls are pragmatic and dependable, and left to trudge along at their own speed usually attain that which they seek.Being born in the House of Venus, it really should come as no surprise these self-indulgent pleasure seekers are also great lovers of the arts and all things beautiful. They need to be surrounded by beauty to be happy. Taureans also value tradition, stability and loyalty. At times they may be very sentimental, emotional. Conversely, there is nothing impractical about the slightly conservative Taurean. They are not risk takers. Nor are they likely to fall for get rich quick schemes. While the ways of the stable Taurean may not suit others, they ensure these Bulls will find the earthly rewards they seek. The Taurean In Love:Taureans are deeply romantic and very loyal. They value the harmony a happy home life creates. They will go to extremes to keep their mate happy, which, when it comes to love, is no sacrifice to the sensuous Bull. The Taurean need for the good life is equaled by their need to share that life with someone special. Sexually, Taureans are straightforward and down-to-earth. A no-nonsense approach is favored and too much verbalizing or complex fantasizing is not a Taurean trait. This does not mean they are not capable of feeling love. Indeed, the depth of a Taurean's passion may not be understood by others. Music or other forms of sensual, non-verbal expression will strike a chord in the Taurean nature. Very faithful to friends and family, Taureans prefer long-lasting relationships and seek to build strong alliances, although they can be misled by their sensual natures, especially when young. Famous Taureans Include:Fred Astaire, Sigmund Freud, William Shakespeare, Barbara Streisand, Malcolm X, Leonardo de Vinci, Willie Nelson, Orson Welles, Katharine Hepburn, George Lucas, William Hewlett, Cher and Adolf Hitler. Ideal Jobs Include:Taureans are well-suited to be bankers, artists, accountants, musicians, gardeners or any profession that requires patience, determination and a strong beauty aesthetic. Lucky Numbers:2, 11, 29, 29, 37, 56 Planet: Venus Star Stone: Emerald Element: Earth Most Compatible With: Virgo or Capricorn The PISCES Feb. 19 - Mar. 20 Imaginative, Sensitive, Compassionate, Kind, Selfless, Unworldly, Intuitive and Sympathetic Escapist And Idealistic, Secretive And Vague, Weak-Willed And Easily Led Pisceans are spiritual beings ruled by their feelings. Their journey through life will involve much soul searching and retreat into that hazy world which exists between the real and the unreal. While they are very happy traveling the paths of their inner world, the Piscean compassion and need to help others will ensure they return to the real world regularly. Pisceans tend to go where life takes them. If they do not like their current direction, they simply retreat into themselves until their direction changes. One of the great dangers for the Pisceans is they sometimes become so involved in their dreams and fantasies they find it difficult to separate fact from fantasy. Another danger is that their docile nature makes it easy for others to take advantage of them.Pisceans must not allow themselves to become detached from those around them, because they will become depressed, pessimistic and languid. The gentle Pisceans are usually far too shy to tout their talents, which in the arts may be formidable. Their compassion and empathy seems to be without bounds, which makes them a great ally for anyone. The Pisces In Love:Pisces really need to be needed. They suffer from fear of rejection and low self-esteem. Pisceans are tender and caring, but frequently become the victims of domineering and uncaring partners. They submerge themselves in the experiences of their mates. If their partner is strong and caring, the lucky Piscean will soar to new heights. Conversely, if they find themselves in an unfulfilling relationship, they will prolong the agony--feeling they must deserve the misery—-and assume the role of martyr. Pisceans do best when involved with a solid personality who will enjoy their romantic fantasies. There is no more loyal and caring lover than a Piscean, but their need for emotional and sensual reassurance sometimes leads to flirtations. Pisceans are the most loving and giving of the signs, their ability to select an inappropriate partner is legendary. In the right relationship, their sexuality will blossom and become something of an art form, especially as they get a little older, more experienced and more confident. Famous Pisceans Include:George Washington, Albert Einstein, George Frederick Handel, Elizabeth Taylor, Cindy Crawford, Kurt Cobain, David Gilmour, Gloria Vanderbilt, Gutenberg, Sibil Leek, Ralph Nader, Edgar Cayce, Sidney Poitier, and Elizabeth Barrett Browning Ideal Jobs Include:Pisceans are well-suited to careers as veterinarians, biologists, artists, doctors, musicians, psychologists and mediums. Lucky Numbers:12, 21, 39, 48, 57 Planet: Neptune Star Stone: Moonstone Element: Water Most Compatible With: Cancer, Scorpio or Pisces The SCORPIO Oct. 24 - Nov. 21 Determined, Forceful, Emotional, Intuitive, Powerful, Passionate, Exciting and Magnetic Jealous, Resentful, Compulsive, Obsessive, Secretive and Obstinate Intuitive and ever curious, Scorpios are the great investigators of the Zodiac. They want to know everything about everyone. When an answer is needed, a Scorpio will find it for you. Unfortunately Scorpios seem to see only in black and white. They always have their own agenda and never fail to promote it.Scorpios are the masters of their fate. They know only one way to live: on their own terms. They do not live life but attack it. When life hands them a loss, they do not waste time sulking, but rather continue on their path, sure they will eventually succeed. Scorpios are driven by their intense passions and desires. Often they are seen as imperious.Scorpios are a secretive lot. Those around them may never know the depth of their passions. Probing the Scorpio psyche will only make them leery and cause them to flee. Whether in business or play, Scorpios love to compete. Indeed to do well, they must have an opponent. Scorpios do not take slights well. If you cross them be assured they will retaliate with their full force. Scorpios never quit and never surrender. If anyone can get a difficult task done it is a Scorpio. The Scorpio In Love:Scorpios have a dark and mysterious style which, combined with an irresistible personal magnetism, creates a fascination in members of the opposite sex. They ooze sexual excitement and require a partner who can keep up with their marvelous capacity for taking everything to the limit and far beyond. For Scorpios, emotions run deep, and their faculty of intuition is remarkably accurate, so their antennae can pick out a prospective partner at first sight. They need, however, to keep a part of themselves private and personal. They can react vigorously should a lover trespass in their personal domain. Scorpios can be unduly domineering in personal relationships, especially should they perceive their partner to be weaker than themselves. Their biggest problem is finding someone who, while strong enough to maintain a tempestuous lifestyle, is interesting enough to remain a challenge. Once they find the right person they will mate for life. Famous Scorpians Include:Marie Antoinette, Marie Curie, Martin Luther, Theodore Roosevelt, Bill Gates, Lorne Michaels, Picasso, William Penn, Christopher Columbus, Sally Field, Joni Mitchell, Mohammed, Prince Charles, Goldie Hawn, Roberto Goizueta, and Voltaire Ideal Jobs Include:Scorpions are well-suited for careers as doctors, investigators, ecologists, managers, engineers, navigators and secret agents. Lucky Numbers:8, 17, 26, 35, 44, 53 Planet: Pluto Star Stone: Opal Element: Water Most Compatible With: Pisces or Cancer



Wednesday, September 03, 2008
0 commented | / 6:38 PM


Here to BLOG! firstly, today is a super adventurous day! Early in the morning, i wake up to pack my bag. Not for camping. but to sell calendars. xD haha. i stuffed all 37 calendars into my back pack, one bottle of water and my other things then i went out to meet MICHELLE! : D thanks for pei-ng me walked alot of roads today! MANY THANKS DEAR (:

So, we went to the CBD area ( central banking district) I was hoping i could sell alot there as there was a sea of people at there. So, i asked and asked. But to no avail. No one seems interested. I think they think that i am a cheater. BUT i gt license. zZz. And some more , the people there walks simply too fast. i feel like having a tortoise and hare race with them. Some even dont wanna stop to listen to me talk. D sun was scorching hot and no one bothered to listen. ZzZ. Even listened le also say dont wan. i Felt like recording what i said as i kept repeating d same thing. haha. It was " hello, good morning. i am a volunteer from YMCA blah blah blah ) "
We soon realised that these people have no interest in my calendars at all. So, we took mrt down to orchard. There was a crowd at orchard but no one wanted to buy too. So, walked along orchard road. First we went paragoon, then we went to taka then we went cathay. In the end, around 2 plus, i realised that i need to do something else. Mic and I walked down to board bus 190 then we decided to try our luck at HDB flats. So, we reached bukit panjang. And it was the beginning of another adventure. As both of us don't stay at bp, we were like randomly walking. hahaha! We decided to walk up the hill and look for blk 613, ( jowell's blk) So, we walked to blk 609 and started our door to door selling. We took the lift to the highest level which was lvl 22th and then we started door to door selling. The people either dont open, not at home or dont want.
I was very tired with my heavy bag and we proceeded down the stairs one level by one. Then, it started raining heavily. Very heavily. I felt like giving up but mic asked me not to give up. So, after blk 609 , we tried other blks. Then we wanted to go find jowell alreadi, so we made our way to 613.

freaking irritated. the blks are not connected and they are only connected underground through their carparks. and we have to climb up and down the stairs all over again for alot of times b4 we could find 613. and it wasnt helping that the rain was heavy and there was floods everywhere! It was really tiring, climbing up and down the stairs w the cold weather. oh ya, i am super duper scare of houses with DOGS. they bark and bark like we are their enenmys like that. damm loud. =. =

So in all, i only sold 4 todae. : ( i m dead tired now. hahaha. i shall try harder next time!

Last fri i went back to rgt for teachers day and took alot of pics. Below are some pics taken at teachers day.





Ms lai and Me : D D
Cherie Chia! Today is ur birthday , many many happy wishes to u. love u (:
Me and mic during our selling of calendars.
Fiona from klavier ensemble w me (: nice gal (:

Wen, joc, me and cheryl (:



i shall blog soon. now i feel like stoning. BYE (:



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